Have you ever felt like you have jinxed months? Do you believe in having jinxed months? This is my story….
When I joined the dating game, I was young, I was excited, heck I wanted to get married by the time I was 24. The dating game looked promising you know, so many fish in the sea, there was a wide selection to choose from.
But here is the thing, after tasting and sampling and making decisions here and there, there came a challenge. A challenge I learnt to deal with, a challenge that makes it seem as though I have jinxed months.
So for some reason January, February, March and April just don’t work out, have never worked out, I don’t know if they ever will. Was karma working against me? Yes she can be a b@#$& sometimes, but I doubt I have gone against her. She has always worked in my favour. Why work against me now? Why turn everything around and make it seem as though I am bad, like I don’t deserve happiness?
Funny thing is the year starts with lots of promise, good luck, because hey, you just want to start the year right. With positivity. And then that happens. It is such a bummer.
Have you ever felt like that? How did you handle it. And then why do guys sometimes just promise things and then just don’t fulfill? Because let’s face it. If you wanted to be in a relationship, you will be in it because we are still learning about each other. What are the reasons for running away?
So anyway, feeling like ‘bad luck’ is following you? I put it in quotes because it really isn’t bad luck. Maybe it is just not your time to be in a relationship. These take time, so you need to take time off too to re-think, re-strategize, re-love, re-appreciate yourself before allowing someone else to do that for you.